Hilary

“I stop painting entirely. I get a job in advertising. I get older. I grow up, I suppose. I never look back except in those moments when I can’t stop fucking thinking about it.”
― Jami Attenberg, All Grown Up

“I don’t need to jump off cliffs into oceans to die, because every day there is a little death waiting for me. All I have to do is wake up and walk out the front door.”
― Jami Attenberg, All Grown Up

“I was afraid of it, because I liked it. It excited me.”
― Siri Hustvedt, What I Loved

“What I see is nothing - I want what it hides - that is not nothing.”
― Jean Rhys, Wide Sargasso Sea