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Tanu ghosh
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“I am so lost in the lost road ,
I chose this on my own ,
I emptied all that I had ,
All that I have left within ,
is emptiness - a void that refuses to fill.
How can I be alone in a room ,filled with a million souls ?
How can I stay hungry after feeding hundreds of homes ?
How ?
Is this the pain of letting go and raising towards transcendence
- Where I leave all my worldly pleasures and seek union with the One ?
-Or is it a bout of lucidity , that I am all by myself , carrying on ,
paying for the sins of others and living "BUT" for myself....
-an everyday stagmata where the pain is so numb, that the the body ceases to exist ?”
―
I chose this on my own ,
I emptied all that I had ,
All that I have left within ,
is emptiness - a void that refuses to fill.
How can I be alone in a room ,filled with a million souls ?
How can I stay hungry after feeding hundreds of homes ?
How ?
Is this the pain of letting go and raising towards transcendence
- Where I leave all my worldly pleasures and seek union with the One ?
-Or is it a bout of lucidity , that I am all by myself , carrying on ,
paying for the sins of others and living "BUT" for myself....
-an everyday stagmata where the pain is so numb, that the the body ceases to exist ?”
―
“Insomnia , at times hits you like a cannonball ,
Breaking every wall of your estranged mind and making you loose your “ sanity “ !
You have been trying to befriend the demons , feeding on your fears ,
But,
Some nights, would just last for ever with no end in sight,
Some nights are just cold .
And you remind yourself that you are an “ invisible “ hero; And wait for the daybreak .”
―
Breaking every wall of your estranged mind and making you loose your “ sanity “ !
You have been trying to befriend the demons , feeding on your fears ,
But,
Some nights, would just last for ever with no end in sight,
Some nights are just cold .
And you remind yourself that you are an “ invisible “ hero; And wait for the daybreak .”
―
“The March of death.
To me it seems that , we have completely been blinded by the toxic love for evil , that totally incapacitated our soul ,
The virtues of fake nationalism ,
are totally impotent to understand ,
the fact that if patriotism was based on hate ,
As we are fed to consume “it” ,
In news bulletin is annoying,
Vulgar and grotesque .
Absurdity”
―
To me it seems that , we have completely been blinded by the toxic love for evil , that totally incapacitated our soul ,
The virtues of fake nationalism ,
are totally impotent to understand ,
the fact that if patriotism was based on hate ,
As we are fed to consume “it” ,
In news bulletin is annoying,
Vulgar and grotesque .
Absurdity”
―
“For me not to be insane , I had to be either sedated by my “ happy pill” or be activated by my hyper work mode. These were the only two responses my mind was known to react. Everything in between was a mundane distraction. A numb bliss , that annihilated everything rational that ever existed in my universe.”
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“The pain makes you so numb,
At times, you feel as if you are hallucinating,
Seeing things happen to you as if it were happening to someone else like an " out of body experience".
How could life be so cruel?
Is this what perseverance and enduring pain is all about;I ask myself ?
Somehow I have made myself believe that
" jumping off the cliff " or
" drowning myself "
would do nothing to ease this "pain " ! this " numbness "!
Seeing my loved one suffer after I am "gone" , I guess ,will make me more and more anxious ;
Angry "ghosts " don't make good " providers" , I assume.
So I carry on ..
I carry on every day .
It's a weight I have ...
It makes my heart sink to the bottomless pit ,
But
Then again,
a man like me; a giver & a man with no choice has " literally" no choice" but to " live with this hollowed numb"!”
―
At times, you feel as if you are hallucinating,
Seeing things happen to you as if it were happening to someone else like an " out of body experience".
How could life be so cruel?
Is this what perseverance and enduring pain is all about;I ask myself ?
Somehow I have made myself believe that
" jumping off the cliff " or
" drowning myself "
would do nothing to ease this "pain " ! this " numbness "!
Seeing my loved one suffer after I am "gone" , I guess ,will make me more and more anxious ;
Angry "ghosts " don't make good " providers" , I assume.
So I carry on ..
I carry on every day .
It's a weight I have ...
It makes my heart sink to the bottomless pit ,
But
Then again,
a man like me; a giver & a man with no choice has " literally" no choice" but to " live with this hollowed numb"!”
―
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