Tanu ghosh
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“Insomnia , at times hits you like a cannonball ,
Breaking every wall of your estranged mind and making you loose your “ sanity “ !
You have been trying to befriend the demons , feeding on your fears ,
But,
Some nights, would just last for ever with no end in sight,
Some nights are just cold .
And you remind yourself that you are an “ invisible “ hero; And wait for the daybreak .”
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Breaking every wall of your estranged mind and making you loose your “ sanity “ !
You have been trying to befriend the demons , feeding on your fears ,
But,
Some nights, would just last for ever with no end in sight,
Some nights are just cold .
And you remind yourself that you are an “ invisible “ hero; And wait for the daybreak .”
―
“Life is a solitary confinement ,
Every second is a punishment
- of a crime , that was never committed ,
Or perhaps,
- the biggest crime of my age , is the silence of the soul.
You suffer silently
- as a sacrificial lamb to be slaughtered
- for a cause that is greater than your own existence !
They label you as a hero ,
- a super human with super human strength .
Yes , indeed .
The wars you fight every day
- every moment with your demons , and of course the price of being a hero !
Solitude ,
- A gift from god
- A curse on your own self.”
―
Every second is a punishment
- of a crime , that was never committed ,
Or perhaps,
- the biggest crime of my age , is the silence of the soul.
You suffer silently
- as a sacrificial lamb to be slaughtered
- for a cause that is greater than your own existence !
They label you as a hero ,
- a super human with super human strength .
Yes , indeed .
The wars you fight every day
- every moment with your demons , and of course the price of being a hero !
Solitude ,
- A gift from god
- A curse on your own self.”
―
“Sometimes.
I wish , if only you could listen to things that I cannot say!
I wish , you could feel what is in my heart?
I wish , I could tell you that being silent is my way to calm my screaming mind .
If only you could decipher my deepest silences, only then you would hear the loudest screams I have within me.”
―
I wish , if only you could listen to things that I cannot say!
I wish , you could feel what is in my heart?
I wish , I could tell you that being silent is my way to calm my screaming mind .
If only you could decipher my deepest silences, only then you would hear the loudest screams I have within me.”
―
“The pain makes you so numb,
At times, you feel as if you are hallucinating,
Seeing things happen to you as if it were happening to someone else like an " out of body experience".
How could life be so cruel?
Is this what perseverance and enduring pain is all about;I ask myself ?
Somehow I have made myself believe that
" jumping off the cliff " or
" drowning myself "
would do nothing to ease this "pain " ! this " numbness "!
Seeing my loved one suffer after I am "gone" , I guess ,will make me more and more anxious ;
Angry "ghosts " don't make good " providers" , I assume.
So I carry on ..
I carry on every day .
It's a weight I have ...
It makes my heart sink to the bottomless pit ,
But
Then again,
a man like me; a giver & a man with no choice has " literally" no choice" but to " live with this hollowed numb"!”
―
At times, you feel as if you are hallucinating,
Seeing things happen to you as if it were happening to someone else like an " out of body experience".
How could life be so cruel?
Is this what perseverance and enduring pain is all about;I ask myself ?
Somehow I have made myself believe that
" jumping off the cliff " or
" drowning myself "
would do nothing to ease this "pain " ! this " numbness "!
Seeing my loved one suffer after I am "gone" , I guess ,will make me more and more anxious ;
Angry "ghosts " don't make good " providers" , I assume.
So I carry on ..
I carry on every day .
It's a weight I have ...
It makes my heart sink to the bottomless pit ,
But
Then again,
a man like me; a giver & a man with no choice has " literally" no choice" but to " live with this hollowed numb"!”
―
“For me not to be insane , I had to be either sedated by my “ happy pill” or be activated by my hyper work mode. These were the only two responses my mind was known to react. Everything in between was a mundane distraction. A numb bliss , that annihilated everything rational that ever existed my universe.”
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