Tanu ghosh

“Sitting alone in the alley of dark submissive loneliness.
Retrospecting on the things that were left unsaid , only if they weren't !
The monsters within my head grow stronger everyday ,
Fighting them everyday ,
I wonder , does it make me an unsung hero , no one knows about ! ?
May be I will die like a unknown martyer within my own hallucinations
Or may be perhaps I may be a sacrificial lamb .

Happiness is but a dream I cherish most ,
I need peace , I have none .
Set me free , I have been broken
I want to breath ., my last !
I want to be free at last !”
― BinYamin Gulzar

“For me not to be insane , I had to be either sedated by my “ happy pill” or be activated by my hyper work mode. These were the only two responses my mind was known to react. Everything in between was a mundane distraction. A numb bliss , that annihilated everything rational that ever existed my universe.”
― BinYamin Gulzar

“For me not to be insane , I had to be either sedated by my “ happy pill” or be activated by my hyper work mode. These were the only two responses my mind was known to react. Everything in between was a mundane distraction. A numb bliss , that annihilated everything rational that ever existed in my universe.”
― BinYamin Gulzar

“I am so lost in the lost road ,
I chose this on my own ,
I emptied all that I had ,
All that I have left within ,
is emptiness - a void that refuses to fill.

How can I be alone in a room ,filled with a million souls ?
How can I stay hungry after feeding hundreds of homes ?
How ?
Is this the pain of letting go and raising towards transcendence
- Where I leave all my worldly pleasures and seek union with the One ?
-Or is it a bout of lucidity , that I am all by myself , carrying on ,
paying for the sins of others and living "BUT" for myself....
-an everyday stagmata where the pain is so numb, that the the body ceases to exist ?”
― BinYamin Gulzar