Rue

“What he feared the most was that all this hiding had made it impossible for him to ever be found again.”
― John Corey Whaley, Highly Illogical Behavior

“But I know what it's like to constantly think about a life you aren't living.”
― John Corey Whaley, Highly Illogical Behavior

“That’s what we do sometimes. We let people disappear. We want them to. If everyone just stays quiet and out of the way, then the rest of us can pretend everything’s fine. But everything is not fine.”
― John Corey Whaley, Highly Illogical Behavior

“Until only recently, the light that bathed the now-empty apartment had contained the smells of our life there.

The kitchen window. The smiling faces of friends, the fresh greenery of the university campus as a backdrop to Sotaro's profile, my grandmother's voice on the phone when i called her late at night, my warm bed on cold mornings, the sound of my grandmother's slippers in the hallway, the color of the curtains...the tatami mat...the clock on the wall.

All of it. Everything that was no longer there.”
― Banana Yoshimoto, Kitchen