Hillary

“You’ll never know that just sitting across a room full of people, I have transformed you into a goddess. A destroyer of despair.”
― Henry Rollins, Solipsist

“I look at pictures of you because I am afraid that you would notice me staring in real life. I looked at your picture today for countless minutes. It is closer than I’ll ever get to you for real. I felt like I was looking at a captured animal at a safe distance. If you knew I was doing this, you would feel sickened and frightened. That’s why you’ll never know. Years will go by and you’ll never know. I will never say the things that I want to say to you. I know the damage it would do. I love you more than I hate my loneliness and pain.”
― Henry Rollins, Solipsist

“I would like to be able to gently drift in and out of existence when I wanted to.”
― Henry Rollins, Solipsist

“I got my heart broken. My spirit got shattered and mutilated. I will not be coming back from this. I don’t want to.”
― Henry Rollins, Solipsist