Amy

“you are entirely at the world’s mercy. It is a rush. You lose yourself in it. And so you run towards those little shots of fate, where the world turns. That is the lure: that is why we lose ourselves, when powerless from hurt and grief, in drugs or gambling or drink; in addictions that collar the broken soul and shake it like a dog. I had found my addiction on that day out with Mabel. It was as ruinous, in a way, as if I’d taken a needle and shot myself with heroin. I had taken flight to a place from which I didn’t want to ever return.”
― Helen Macdonald, H is for Hawk

“It never occurred to me that if one word from him could make me so happy, another could just as easily crush me, that if I didn’t want to be unhappy, I should learn to beware of such small joys as well.”
― André Aciman, Call Me By Your Name

“One important caveat: it is important for long-term recovery that the approach to food abstinence be aligned with the diagnosis and treatment of addiction as a whole. Thus while this second approach to abstinent eating based on learning—we might call it the introspective method—is often ideal for emotional eaters, it can be a set up for failure for food addicts. Food addiction is progressive, and the food addict becomes progressively unable to distinguish the true from the false. Not only do food addicts develop false starving followed by false thinking and finally a false sense of self, they become powerless to challenge these falsehoods by themselves. As a result, an approach to abstinence and recovery which relies on subjective individual discernment alone is almost always doomed to failure. On the other hand, if the food addict is helped to”
― Phil Werdell, Food Plans for Food Addiction Recovery: A Physical and Spiritual Tool