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“I'm no longer myself; I am no one. I'm a red balloon caught in the boughs of a tree. I'm nothing at all.”
― Kate Elizabeth Russell, My Dark Vanessa

“And that is the loneliness of seeing a different world from that of the people around you. Their lives remain remote from yours. You can see the gulf and they can't.”
― Patricia Duncker, Hallucinating Foucault

“Desire and disgust. These two conflicting emotions always accompanied my thoughts of men.”
― Natsuo Kirino, Grotesque

“Trapped

don't undress my love
you might find a mannequin:
don't undress the mannequin
you might find
my love.
she's long ago
forgotten me.
she's trying on a new
hat
and looks more the
coquette
than ever.

she is a
child
and a mannequin
and death.
I can't hate
that.
she didn't do
anything
unusual.
I only wanted her
to.”
― Charles Bukowski, Love Is a Dog from Hell