Status Updates From Le Temps n'est rien

I have no choice but to continue with this dumpster fire. On page 55, “I’m in my bedroom with my self. He’s here from next March. We are doing what we often do when we have a little privacy … when both of use are past puberty and haven’t quite gotten around to actual girls. I think most people would do this, if they had the sort of opportunities I have. I mean, I’m not gay or anything.” WHAT DO U MEAN?!