Status Updates From Seelen

“Jared is my past, another lite. You are my present.”

"And your future, if you want that."

"Yes, please."

“I held you in my hand, Wanderer. And you were so beautiful."

• AHHH SO ROMANTIC!

His pain did not hurt me the way Ian's had. For Jared, pain would be over soon. Joy was only minutes away. The happy ending.

• don’t sell yourself short girl! Everyone loves you!

"Love you,"

"Don't say that like you're saying goodbye."

"I, the soul called Wanderer love youl human Ian.
And that will never change, no matter what I might become."

“…I love you, Doesn't that matter?"

“Of course it matters…That only makes it more... necessary."

“Is it so unbearable to have me love you? Is that it? … You can be with Jared, if that's what you want. Just stay."

"No, Ian! No. I — I love you, too. Me, the little silver worm in the back of her head. But my body doesn't love you. It can't love you. I can never love you in this body, Ian…”

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The shortest life of any I'd ever lived.
The shortest, the most important, the most heartbreaking of lives.
The life that would forever define me. The life that had finally tied me to one star, to one planet, to one small family of strangers.

• 💔

I didn't want... the Seeker to die?
No. That wasn't true. (lol we all want her to die)
I didn't want... to hate the Seeker? To hate her so much that I wanted her to die. To have her die while I hated her. Almost as if she died because of my hate.

•Poetic. She’s too kind