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I need to pause. I just can't go on with this heavy, miserable heart. Honestly, Idk if I would continue on with the rest of the series because all I know is ~fuck you Shane, what an asshole~ Gilli deserves way more than that. I'm crying because I'm fucking angry and I'm in a bad mood and I swear I feel like I'm about to go on in a depressive funk right now.

Gil's insecurities really tarnish his view of everything... :(

I wanted his love and [...] I wanted to read it in his eyes and feel it in his touch.

Now I'm also starting to wonder whether Shane really cares for Gilli or is just involved as a Dom?

I'm honestly burning with rage at Shane. I hate him for what he is doing to Gilli.

“I just want a portion of your time.”

Poor Gilly....I feel really sad for him.... I kind of like Shane less and less.....

that was nice...and kinky....

Oh noes, only in the first chapter and I see trouble ahead.

I'm really not sure how they could be more insensitive or cruel to Gilli than this.

I really and truly hate Dick and Shane right now.

I can't help but wonder if the real reason Gilli acts out is that he really is never show deep affection from these two. The more I read the more painful this series becomes.

This book is so sad, poor Gilli.

I was jealous of their core emotional relationship, that's what I wanted a true share of.

Judging by what your mother said you were a needy, greedy selfish little boy and you know what, Gil, you haven't changed a bit, not on the inside.

--the urge to strangle Shane is back.

He was simply making a strong point about the balance of power between us. I again experienced that curious mixture of frustration and excitement, a part of me hating and railing against the abjuration of personal choice that goes with the lifestyle I’ve opted for, and part of me loving it and feeling as turned on as hell by it.

Everybody in the world has a nice smile but the ones you love have the nicest smiles of all.