Status Updates From Swan Song

sobbed my way through that ending and afterward-
need to sleep before coming back and writing my review

“it’s time to make new friends”
“you don’t need me anymore, swan”
“no man was ever prouder of a daughter than i am of you”
no bc i genuinely can’t see the words on the page anymore

“Three figured came down off the mountain.”
and i can’t stop crying.

i have a horrible feeling/idea in my head of how this could go, and if this book actually ends up in that direction, i am going to be HEATED

ain’t no way i was right

(possible spoiler if anyone is seeing this)
omg. god is the president and the final hour black box silver key thingy is the codes isn’t it

it’s hilarious how sister and swan are able to rile up this horrifically frightening “friend” in unimaginable ways, just by not wavering in his presence-

i’ve got so much rage churning in my stomach right now

i don’t care that this is a post nuclear attack final battle book and not a sunshine and rainbows happy go lucky romcom… robert is pissing me tf off. YOU JUST HAD TO TAKE HER FREAKING HORSE TOO?????

also want to take a pause and bring a few topics on my mind to attention before i forget in the hasty anxiety building up:
i apologize for assuming sister and paul would fall in love over the course of seven years. i love how robin and swan are acting/developing. josh better come out of this perfectly fine i swear to all good things. sister and swan together make me emo. thinking about artie :(

feeling nervyyyyy