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I headed to the locker room and changed out of my Crocs—fuckin’ man, they were comfortable, and though I would never admit it, I was glad that Zip forced me 😋😛🤭

Here we go?????🤔🤔🤔 “No. Definitely not pregnant. I had my…”

I hesitated, thinking back to when I’d had my last period.

And couldn’t come up with a day.

Dislike the guy so much 🙄 “So we’re breaking up?” she asked on a whisper.

I shrugged. “We were never together, were we?” I asked.

What???? He is breaking up because she doesn't want kids 🤢 “Zip,” I said softly, “I don’t think that I can move any further with this relationship if you don’t want kids.”

She blinked. “What?”

“Kids. They’re important to me,” I said. “I want like five ....

But the truth had been revealed. Akon had slept with my girlfriend, and he hadn’t said anything because he hadn’t wanted to be fired🤔

But the fact that she’d been pregnant when we’d broken up—and had gone out of her way to hide it—pissed me off....🤢 dislike hero so much....I wish h would find someone better 😔

As in, my mom and dad yelling at me for not knowing that I had a child, hell.

Only, she wasn’t my child.

I knew that with the certainty I knew that the sun would rise tomorrow.🤔🤔🤔

actually the book makes me upset..now he has a baby with another woman...and h is such a nice person taking care of him and his baby from another woman?????😫🤢😠😵

the book is kind of heavy...H not just lost his both testicals...now he has lung cancer too😦😢😨

Men are the best people to tell your secrets to. They’ll never tell anyone because they aren’t even listening.
-Zip to Nash🤭😛🙃

And it’d caught up to me.

Honestly, though, it wasn’t Nash’s words, per se, that had set me off. It was the reminder that I was never good enough for my entire life that had me getting overwhelmed.

I was a crier.💔😡💔

He totally crushed her 💔 😢 😭 I kept my mouth shut the whole way home and didn’t say a word when he completely forgot my errand.

Act normal. Stop embarrassing yourself.

God, how many times had I heard those exact same words from my father?😵‍💫😡🤬😤😡 H is so mean to her! Not husband material

Oh, he is so mean 😲😦😤😤😤He came to a harsh stop at a stoplight, then turned to look at me.

“You’re not anything to me, Zip,” he said, voice like a whip. “You’re not my girlfriend. You’re not my wife. You’re not even my friend. So stop asking me, because I’m not going to tell you

Oh no... H is s womanizer????🤮

But it was kind of exciting that Zip knew so much about me and my career. I wasn’t sure why.

Normally this would be a huge turnoff—someone knowing everything about me. 🤩

I nearly rolled my eyes.

I did not need this man to hold my hand.

I was more extroverted than he ever knew.

Poor thing.

He had no clue what was about to hit him.🤪