Status Updates From Yeraltından Notlar

“he knew me by heart.
it infuriated me that he knew me by heart.”

“this was a torment of torments, a ceaseless, unbearable humiliation from the thought […] of my being a fly before that whole world, a foul, obscene fly — more intelligent, more developed, more noble than everyone else — that went without saying but a fly, ceaselessly giving way to everyone, humiliated by everyone, insulted by everyone”