Status Updates From The Passion According to G.H.

Blimey… There she goes: “I saw, I did. I saw, and was frightened by the brute truth of a world whose greatest horror is that it is so alive that, in admitting I’m as alive as it is — and my worst discovery is that I’m as alive as it is — I shall have to heighten my consciousness of exterior life until it becomes a crime against my personal life.”

Holy hell this book has me wanting to underline EVERY. SINGLE. WORD. I'm so stunned.

I'm only on the 1st page and this woman decides to write this banger of a line that threatens to have me spiral into an existential crisis:

"I don't trust what happened to me. Did something happen to me that I, because I didn't know how to live it, lived as something else?"

What the hell Clarice? What exactly am I in for with this book?