Status Updates From 女生徒 [Joseito]

“There definitely is something wrong with me. I have become petty. I am no good at all. I am pathetic. Out of the blue I nearly cried out at the top of my lungs. Maybe I am in love.”

“What ever will I do when there aren't any more books to read, or when I can't find another role model to imitate? Probably just wither away, helpless and sniveling profusely. Why is it that we cannot be happy with ourself or love only ourself throughout our life?”

“Sort of like opening a box, only to find another box inside, so you open that smaller box and again there's another box inside, and you open it, and one after another there are smaller boxes inside each other, so you keep opening them, seven or eight of them, until finally what's left is a tiny box the size of a small die, so you gently pry it open to find... nothing, it's empty-more like that feeling.”

"My face was like that of a stranger. An animated face, liberated from my own pain and sadness and seemingly disconnected from my such feelings." oh yes i wanna kms too

i want to live beautifully too

Her father died at summer, she hates glasses byt still wear them, she feel like a hole, she’s so me in a way I feel sick to my stomach. Gosh I didn’t feel that way since holden caulfield.