Status Updates From Y/N: A Novel

no boy is THAT pretty

wildly different from my expectations but i’m enjoying it, even if the writing is a little odd

“i suddenly missed moon so much, i thought my chest would crack open from the velocity of the feeling.”

so… i’m actually heartbroken reading this. it’s sad watching the illusion shatter. the relationship was all fake but the emotions were real.

“now i’m here. but i feel farther away from you then ever. i don’t miss you because i love you. i love you because i miss you. i used to love the emptiness of my computer screen just for having once contained you.”

“the world, with its stolid rules concerning the final balance of all matter, would never let the amassment of our energy go unchecked. would we always have to be so apart? yet we gave each other meaning. i was his hell, he my heaven. we were indispensable to each other in our separation.”

will her infatuation shatter the moment he knows who she is? i’m really scared to see how this ends.

“now that we were in a room together, i found that i didn’t know how to feel love for him with visceral conviction, having experienced this love so much across distance, through yearning. i was no less certain of my feelings, but they seemed to sit on a shelf higher than the hands of my immediate experience could reach.”

OUCH

Very confusing but also weirdly intriguing