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books that make me confront just how bad my depression has gotten because i am crying so hard like so bad ive had to mop my snot off. i signed up for romance not to get gutted emotionally! even though i know those two things are the same

if my particular neurodivergence (everyone and i mean everyone has their bet on ocd. theyre probably right but the psychiatrist said i was sooo high functioning a diagnosis wouldnt be worth the pain) didnt clash so severely with adhd (speaking from particular experience. its a train wreck) then i would wife patrick up so hard. itd be a lavender marriage obviously but id be sooo good to him the sweetie pie.