Status Updates From Villette - Geçmişin Gölgesinde

“Oh, my childhood! I had feelings: passive as I lived, little as I spoke, cold as I looked, when I thought of past days, I could feel. About the present, it was better to be stoical; about the future - such a future as mine - to be dead. And in catalepsy and a dead trance, I studiously held the quick of my nature.”

Oh, Charlotte Brontë how I adore your writing!

So you know I’m alive. Still here. Have a good day bub x miss u. 💞 I have come down with a “cold” & opted out of seeing my family this weekend. They don’t want to be honest with me so I guess I’ll make some shit up too lol! I am not having my aunt in our space I think tf not unless u wanna do an exorcism when u get here 😭 fuck dat shit I hope she reads this lmao

I related to Paulina as a kid tooooo much