Status Updates From Brick Lane

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Sadly my life is too short to spend on books unless I’m actively enjoying it, sorry to the author, the font isn’t great. If I hadn’t been poisoned by the civil service since they wanted to give me in part the passing of the prophet (saws) and being sent to execution block, I might have tried longer to read, but time is short, so I can’t enjoy or try as much I’d like to while I wait for the remainder.

I came into the world with wires going through my nose, ears and mouth and the British state, that didn’t repeal the death penalty, for speaking (about being assaulted), wants me to leave the world with a rope around my neck and with blood pouring down my legs combining the start and end of wuthering heights. The change was made to psychologically torture me for what they have planned for. This is Britain.

I love the plain cheese sandwiches without the crusts, the ones we got in school trips to museums etc I loved squeezing it together before I ate. Plain cheese and bread. Yum. Love an egg mayo sandwich as well.

He said black people were meant for slavery :/ that the strong ones fetched the highest price. Today’s modern slavery includes trafficking, the trade, kidneys and hearts in exchange for keeling the slave. No accidental killing that’s deliberately planned expiates sins accrued from hitting a slave. Raises questions of liability regarding those who were aware what would happen, did not warn & consumed the profits.

I’ve been called a traitor since last year; received threats regarding blinding my eyes through serious violence. Here it says salt water quoting Shakespeare for traitorsc May autocorrect. “Nay, if I turn my eyes upon myself, I find myself a traitor with the rest.” They betrayed everyone, have been, for nearly three decades. Betrayal isn’t more valid based on who’s being betrayed. The people matter too.

Gulab jamun is delicious. Jelabee is a bit much. Halwa is good too with cream. Barfi is really good too. I really shouldn’t but baklava as well although that’s more Turkish but still so good, risky but still.

Idk about gourd, okra curry is delicious. Pumpkin with beef curry is so good. Sweet potato pie is really good, pumpkin pie. I wonder a pumpkin, spinach, aubergine pie or curry, that sounds delicious. What about okra pie, okra with pumpkin. Don’t think pumpkin and okra would go well in a curry. But it’d be fun to try. Pumpkin, aubergine that doesn’t sound like it’ll go together. Pumpkin, spinach curry yes.

Idk how true that statement is re white people just leaving children alone to be beaten. I think it’s universal. Bystander effect can become the bandwagon effect too. I remember a black woman & her child in a car were going the right way on a one way road, South Asian the wrong way, in a predominately South Asian area, they began bullying her. It felt racist, subhana’Allah, I did speak up, sad for the child.

“A television serial dangles from a window like a suicide.” So that’s the source, inspiration, to intimidate. Why they got all these companies and law enforcement to suggest mental health issues for jumping from topic to topic or being upset about harm being done, trivialising and mocking suicide and exploiting mental health to use it as a cover and disguise murder as suicide.