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Now what was to be done? Almost without hope, I began looking for some kind of occupation, to provide for the family's most pressing needs. I was no good at anything, and the reputation I had won by my youthful exploits and my idleness certainly didn't inspire anyone to give me a job.

The conclusion was self-evident: in the midst of all these fine people, I was the one who had caused the damage. And therefore I was the one who had to pay.

At first I refused, indignantly. Then, exhorted by my mother, who already foresaw our family's ruin and hoped that by marrying her enemy's niece, I might somehow be saved, I gave in and married Romilda.

(This man sees none of his faults…)

Why was I displaying such eagerness to marry off Romilda? For no reason. As I said: it was for the fun of dazzling Pomino. I went on talking, talking, and all the difficulties vanished. I was impetuous, I made light of everything. Perhaps this was why women loved me, despite my slightly off-center eye and a body like a log.

I'd like to know how he explained to his own conscience the thefts that he was carrying out against us all the time. Since, as I've said before, he wasn't in real need, he must have given himself some excuse, some justification. What I say is this: perhaps he stole simply to have some pleasure in life, poor man.

Copernicus, my dear Don Eligio, Copernicus has ruined humanity forever. We have all gradually become used to the new idea of our infinite smallness, and we even consider ourselves less than nothing in the universe, despite all our fine discoveries and inventions. What value can information about our private troubles have, when even mass disasters count for nothing? Our stories are like the biographies of worms.

"Copernicus has everything to do with it, Don Eligio. Before, when the earth didn't turn..."
"Come now! The earth has always turned!"
"No, that's not true. Man didn't know it, and therefore it was as if it didn't turn. For many people it doesn't turn even today."