Status Updates From 人間失格

at some point in the last 20 pages this book has gone from "hey ive felt like this as a depressed autistic" to "im going to find yozo and beat him". this book is graiting on me but im determined to read it all in one night so. my prison of my own construction ig.

im so glad im almost halfway through the book because its repetitivness is getting to me i think. its like im looking at the worst version of myself and its a little boring.

aguantandome las ganas de echarme a llorar, gritar y arrancarme la piel en cada página que leo como si no supiera ya como va a terminar