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« I believe that the more I look into this strange being, myself, the more routes I will find to happiness. »

« Things will get better with time. Or no, everything is dynamic, which means life will have jump-for-joy moments as well as bad ones, going back and forth like the tide. If I'm sad today I'll be happy tomorrow, and if I'm happy today I'll be sad tomorrow - that's fine. As long as I keep loving myself. »

« Many people think they're the foremost authority on themselves, but you should be more sceptical. You've got to ask yourself, 'Do I really know myself well?' Isn't it really like touching an elephant's leg in the dark and thinking it's a tree trunk? »

« Does pushing myself into extreme emotions make me happy? What do I get from objectifying myself and applying impossible standards to everything about myself? Sometimes I need to rationalise to protect myself. »

« The whole point of not liking your friend's behaviour means you don't like her behaviour, not your friend as a person. But right now, you keep interpreting every behaviour exhibited by your friend as rejection. »

« (…) emotions have something like passageways, and if you keep blocking your bad emotions, you end up blocking your good emotions as well. Your emotional tunnels become blocked. »

« But there isn't anything you can really do about it right now. Why not focus on the moment? This anxiety about losing something seems to happen whenever anything comes into your possession. »

I am so relatable!