Status Updates From Please Stop Trying to Leave Me

This book is slowly showing myself face first into what im feeling that I am unable to put into words.
This is what it feels like to read a conversation with a therapist (not that I’ve ever been to one and cannot contradict what they’ve written), not I was to die but I want to eat teokbuki. This book has so much hallucinogen that translate all the second guess of what people say. Fucking hell.

I am in awe of the writing & how complex this whole book is, but I am also struggling because it’s not entirely the vibe I need right now