Status Updates From Loaded: Women and Addiction

"Looking back, I realize that I never lived with Kenny, just as Dylan lived more with the idea of Johanna than he lived with Louise. Kenny was just something that lived beside me. Most of the time I lived elsewhere, or in a state of emotion that contradicted my surroundings, and in the end, he could not live with only part of me, especially the part that was prone to such sadness".

"I never want to get married or share a space with a man. I am only good at loving someone from a distance. It's the in-between I love."

"I've tried dating available men, but I get nervous, feel an impending trap or ennui creeping behind every minute we spend together".