Status Updates From This Time It’s Real

Wasn’t life changing but really enjoyable. A fun comfy book.

Hope is not weakness, it’s oxygen

This whole reaching out to the people you care about thing feels as counterintuitive and masochistic as sticking my hand in a burning flame

You hold everything in your heart. For better or worse. But not everyone is going to guess at what you’re thinking like I do. No one is going to know how you feel if you don’t tell them. And until you do, you can never really know what’s going to happen.

The main reason I liked him was bc of how you act when you’re together
What-what am I like around him?
“Happy” she says simply

I’ve said before that my default setting is loneliness, but maybe I was wrong. Maybe it’s really fear

I didn’t know if those other parts of me were worth wanting to
AWWW BABBYYYY

NOOO PLS SAY YES ELIZA PLSSS

I want this to be real

Omg this speech WAHHHH

What do you care about then?
You.
I want you Eliza
BROOOO

And I don’t know how to make people stay

When you care about someone you want to be inconvenienced. You wouldn’t mind being inconvenienced by them for the rest of your life. That’s what love is

Girlllll you ain’t slick

It takes so little for me to love someone, yet so long for me to move on

If awkwardness could be a fatal flaw, it definitely is mine