Status Updates From CATO (APEX Book 1)

I only like it when he cries because he is stuffed with my cock. This is twice now, in a single night. I dislike it, and worse than that, I don’t understand it. It makes my stomach twist. It makes me want to carve out a heart and offer it up to him—even my own, if that is what it would take for him to stop.

I like him in my bed. I like the thought of him between my sheets, surrounded on all sides by my scent, safe where no one would ever dare intrude. It’s satisfying on a very deep, dark, visceral level.

“Stop cutting this,” he orders, still not so much as glancing in my direction. “I want to be able to grab it in my fists as I fuck your mouth or your tight ass.”
I grow hard, clenching my hole just to feel that echo of soreness that reminds me what it feels like to be penetrated by Cato’s invading cock. I can barely feel it anymore, his tongue having done such an effective job of soothing the sting.

Cato bares his teeth, his face not softening even a fraction. “No one will kill you but me.”

This is what makes me a Tamer. This is the reason I was taken from my family at puberty and molded into the perfect honey-trap for a monster. There is nothing he can do to me that I do not crave. My body is more resilient, more accepting; my mind will break into exactly the number of pieces he wants it to.

“Cato,” he whispers, his voice a mere thread of sound. It’s the first time he’s said my name, and I feel nearly high from it. I want to hear him moan my name, scream it, force it out around my cock lodged in his throat.

Some plot points were glossed over a bit. Others not fully explored.

*3.5 Stars* rounded up

Some context or world building would be nice. Something to explain the how and the why? Enjoying it so far.

Major triggers warnings with this book I wasn’t expecting but I can’t stop reading it.