Status Updates From Cheater

chega

oh
ive deleted it from my library and files

good fucking riddance

i need to burn some damn sage and take a cold shower to wake myself up from the snoozefest this was.

^they were separated for however long and for whatever stupid reasons and misunderstandings

then the news of a baby

just all sounds like the birth of a nepo baby incoming to me

.

i think im more annoyed at the fact that i may have to put this book on several shelves
other than UTTER SHIT

i refuse to say this was bdsm
not even good bdsm
or dark

certainly not romantic

🤷🏻‍♀️

some bullshit drama about the fiance
adam

having a past
trauma and shit
new identity
ex gf

he’s a shithead

and from beginning to end
this fmc bitch has been willfully ignoring his red flags and shitty personality

then more stuff about the mmc and his mafia family and connections? 🤷🏻‍♀️ 🥱

stupid epilogue ending
mmc was in hospital
idk and idc why

bc i know the fmc and mmc got there from the start of them meeting

so i maaaaay slip to the last two chapters or so and see if there’s any mention there

its almost five twenty am

dnf

not even going to skip to the end of the book i think
🤷🏻‍♀️

author def getting banned and blacklisted
ill have to see if ive read anything by them before and if i have anything on my want to read list
so i can delete it

the only thing i havent found in reviews and spoilers
is that i want to know what happens to the fiance

does he get worse

its a given the mmc his a walking toxic red flag

but thats what was advertised and thats why im here

however
i will never be here for the stupid fucking fmcs who IGNORE red flags

in this case
her fiance

i cant even rn

i dont want to read six hundred more pages of this
if what the reviews says is true

hopefully ill read some more to get the gist

then dnf

ironic
her “breast friend” 🙄 (pls stfu up with this dumbass nickname they have, and keep mentioning, even the mmc refers to it in his monologues)
and her were talking about how the fmc isnt stupid or not to be a doormat
something to that effect

im all for dark romance and kinky shit
dubcon and all that mess

but this is just the fmc being constantly annoying
and a dumbass

lmfaoooo

so ive barely spent a minute skimming a few honest reviews

😭 its only encouraging me to dnf this shit asap

i also wanted to note
the author writes this fmc to be so caring and loyal(COUGH)
all that bullshit about her being there for her fiance

but even as i read it and kept reading for a bit
i didnt buy into it

was it the poor writing?

idk

she’s a stupid doormat

youre writing six hundred godsdamned pages of a story

i know im barely a quarter of the way through

but i doubt its going anywhere thatll change my mind on how fucking bored i am of all of this shit

everyone sounds and acts annoying as hell

the dialogue is cringe

the plot
the sex

ugh

oh
ill read some spoilery reviews
hopefully thatll help

then i can skim as fast as possible

i get it

this author had her characters harping on and on about all their shit and problems

i understand
i just dont care

none of the characters have endeared me to them
not one
not their relationships
not their stories or troubles

nothing

for a while i was hoping the fmc would soon ditch her fiance

and i still want that

but mostly

i want all of them to die

🤷🏻‍♀️

its nearly five am

jesus this book is over six hundred pages
🤦🏻‍♀️


the writing has been fine
meh actually
ive been skimming alot of it
esp the sex scenes

the first time the intimate scenes happened, i read a bit and decided quickly it was doing nothing for me

two reasons
the boring writing is just not my cup of tea
and the story set up

"I’m probably as twisted as I am because of being abducted and held for ransom for two weeks by my child psychologist who played mind games with me as he spiraled even deeper into madness."

eu me conheço eu não vou terminar isso

to me mijando

I stopped when the rape scene came in. I can sorta do dubcon but it has to be really specific. I was back and forth with this because her bf was in a wheelchair but kinda a jerk. Mmc seemed like a rescuer but turned out more into a crazed rapist stalker. Not my things

girl. I’m at 286. What else can be in this 700 page monstrosity. All I have to say about this book is what. the. hell.

SEVEN HUNDRED FUCKING PAGES??!!

Idk I love Derek! Though frustrating sometimes I like that Chloe wasn't a pushover a

“Let me get this straight,” Hallman says. “You hook up with my fiancée, she tells you it’s a one-time thing, and how do we wind up here? You started spying on us the same night she slept with you? What the hell?”
“That night was perfection,” I tell him, kissing my fingertips. “She is everything I want. I’ve never, ever felt like this.” I look at my girl and my chest swells with feelings.
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Made it here. Skipped/skimmed the rest. I was getting fed up with the same old same old.