Status Updates From Hangsaman

sorry i haven’t read much was working 12 hour shifts for 2 days and then slept after being out for 12 hours yesterday andndndn

лишилось 20 сторінок книжки і десь отсанні 10 я не розумію що коїться. Я взагалі думала, що Тоні не існує і в неї шиза, але тепер я взагалі нічого не розуміююю
типу для чого були всі інші сторінки перед цим чорт забирай

p. 42 😟

I think if I could tell someone everything, every single thing, inside my head,
then I would be gone, and not existing any more, and I would sink away into that lovely nothing-space
where you don’t have to worry any more and no one ever hears you or cares and you can say anything
but of course you wouldn’t be any more at all and you couldn’t really do

No, indeed, I do not read Shakespeare any more; I have passed the age when such things are felt to be
essential, and have reached the age when half a dozen esoteric quotations are all I ever need—those

Somewhere in the world trees were growing, Natalie thought as she walked down the hall of
the house where she now lived; her feet on the linoleum floor made a flat sound, as of one
walking upon dead earth.

йой, персонажі в цій книжці мають ще більше думок про смерть ніж я. страшне