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"El Nuevo Cielo" had such great imagery - just the idea of Aqui being a place where I can return to after death, just have to bookmark the page... it's a lovely idea

Vulture

watch me return
everything you could
have given me

I can't dive deep
I always get lost somewhere along the surface
I can play dead out at sea
Where the sun bathes
And the waves get more glitter, more glam
With their gold teeth and sequins
Tomb dreamt by terrestrial objects
Tomb desecrated by morning

I'm a sun that never sets in a sea that never returns
I don't find calm in being alive

i'd like to figure out
how you got into my house-
heart,
as it has neither doors nor windows,
the only homey
thing about it is
that the lights are off.
i ask why you.
and the more I think of it
the less I understand anything.