Status Updates From Something to be Proud Of

so unfortunately i spoiled myself for something that happens because i was reading some reviews to find if anyone felt how i felt about ollie (but also can people please put spoiler alerts in reviews on here???) so i think im reading the book with a bit of a different view knowing how something will end instead of being oblivious to it

i feel like im a bad person because i just dont care for ollies POV? like i understand his parents are going through a divorce and all the emotional stuff that goes with that but i think im just finding myself increasingly frustrated with the whole thing. theres certain things that just rubbed me the wrong way. and i rather just not have ollie's POV at all :/ i hope it starts to get better

im pretty sure this is the first full novel ive read that has a autistic character (at least canon anyway. i think there was short stories in the 2 books i read recently)?? thats so bad of me, i really hope to get to the ones i have on my growing list