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"It was like the ardor of a lover; it embarrassed me; it was hateful and yet overpowering; and with gloating eyes she drew me to her. Her hot lips traveled along my cheek in kisses; and she would whisper, almost in sobs, 'You are mine, you shall be mine, you and I are one forever.'"

"In these mysterious moods I did not like her. I experienced a strange, tumultuous excitement that was pleasurable, ever and anon, mingled with a vague sense of fear and disgust. I had no distinct thoughts about her while such scenes lasted, but I was conscious of a love growing into adoration, and also abhorrence. This, I know, is a paradox, but I can make no other attempt to explain the feeling."

"Her murmured words sounded like a lullaby in my ear and soothed my resistance into a trance, from which I only seemed to recover myself when she withdrew her arms."

"She placed her pretty arms about my neck, draw me near to her, and lay her cheek to mine, murmuring with her lips near my ear, 'Dearest, your little heart is wounded. Do not think me cruel because I obey the irresistible law of my strength and weakness; if your dear heart is wounded, my wild heart bleeds with you."

"There was a coldness, it seemed to me, beyond her years, and in her smiling, melancholy, persistent refusal to afford me the least ray of light."

"I dare say I ought to have respected the solemn injunction laid upon my father by the stately lady in black velvet. But curiosity is a restless and unscrupulous passion, and no one girl can endure, with patience, hers being baffled by another. What harm could it do anyone to tell me what I so ardently desired to know?"

"At all events it does seem as if we were destined, from our earliest childhood, to be friends. I wonder whether you feel as strangely drawn towards me as I do to you; I have never had a friend--shall I find one now?"

"I crept under one of the beds to reach the window; but as I rose I heard someone crying. Looking up, while I was still upon my knees, I saw you--most assuredly you-- as I see you now: a beautiful young lady, with golden hair and large blue eyes, and lips--your lips--you, as you are here. Your looks won me; I climbed on the bed and put my arms about you, and I think we both fell asleep. I was aroused by a cry."

"I took her hand as I spoke. I was a little shy, as lonely people are, but the situation made me eloquent and even bold. She pressed my hand, she laid hers upon it, and her eyes glowed as she peered into mine. She smiled again, blushed, and answered my welcome very prettily."

and they were roommates 👀

"There was a silence of fully a minute, and then at length she spoke; I could not.
'How wonderful! Twelve years ago, I saw your face in a dream, and it has haunted me ever since.'
'Wonderful indeed!' I repeated, pushing through the horror that had struck me dumb. 'Twelve years ago, in vision or reality, I certainly saw you. I could not forget your face. It has remained before my eyes ever since.'"

"For my part, I was delighted. I longed to see and talk to her and was only waiting till the doctor should give me leave. You who live in towns can have no idea how great an event the introduction of a new friend is, in such solitude as this."

"I shall return for my child in three months; in the meantime, she will be silent as to who we are, whence we come, and whither we are traveling."

"The effect of the full moon in such a state of brilliancy was manifold, she said. It acted on dreams, it acted on lunacy, it acted on nervous people; it had marvelous physical influences connected with life."

"We sat down on a rough-hewn bench under a group of magnificent lime-trees. The sun was setting with all its melancholy splendor behind the sylvan horizon, and the stream that wound through many a group of noble trees and past our feet, reflecting in its current the fast crimson of the sky.
- Imagine it, reader: a river of blood."