Status Updates From Moonlight

You are still there?
haunting me
You are to be in my past
Move away!
Ghost
Living rent free in my head as a host

All the pieces are there but always one small piece is missing
Like the last piece of a jigsaw You are forever wanting to finish the puzzle
Wanting to find the missing piece

Life I have found is a series of lessons
The more life the more lessons

There has been a past
There is going to be a future
but the present
Is a present for me

What if I gave myself the same love <3
as I give to you?
For I deserve it more than you

One day you love me.
The next I do not exist.
Oh my gosh. Why do we EVEN fall for this?

I wish I was completely
What you wanted
We could have had that love
We could have been US

I don't want to finish this book. When I opened this book, I felt like I was having a conversation with you, Zara. When I read these poems, I hear your beautiful accent speaking. You talk, and I listen. When I say I relate, you listen. When I finish this book, I repeat our conversations in my head, smiling, crying, and smiling again. Reading your poerty is meeting you for the first time, let's meet again.