Status Updates From Cursed Boys and Broken Hearts

But we're jumping into our futures together. Miles away, but together.
The next morning, the blizzard outside hits so hard, the air itself has body. Through the whiteout, I can barely see Ben's frost-colored rose sitting in a vase by the window.
Waking up next to Ben is shocking. Not that I thought he'd leave in the night, I'm just not used to this alien feeling of security.

In the basement, today, Ben lovingly. plays with the curls on my neck. I shut my eyes on another painful throb.
I have to be strong and do this for us.
"Ben, I can't lose you again," I say weakly, my neck collapsing in shame.
"Hey." Ben swirls his hand across my back. "You're not gonna."
I wriggle free of his touch. I can't let his sweetness top what I need to do. Ben clocks what I did, his eyes narrowed in fear.

Mama Bianchi's pie stand is a small canteen behind the former sculpture garden, just before the Vero Roseto property gates that lead into the dense thickets of Valle Forest. In the declining last few years, the neglected pie stand has become a vermin lair, so it needs a severe cute-ening. While I vacuum cobwebs from the corner, Ben leans against the pie stand's windowsill.
Things are getting...easy between us.