Status Updates From A Fairy Hunter's Guide for ...

Ughhh... reading slump of the century... I really want to understand and finish this book but my brain is being resistant, just like the main character!

Am I dumb? This story is so difficult to follow sometimes…

I am contemplating either DNFing or putting this aside way later… there are times that I am invested and then something happens and I am bewildered at wtf is happening…

I have half of me still confused... but the other half is just like "girl. it's a mystery and a book you've never read! Just finish and you'll figure it out!"

I am so lost...? Starts out falling through a void? Then in a ball room with monstrous not monsters?
Just very hard to ground myself in this setting- she seems to be stuck in a "this is familiar, but it isn't- I knew this was coming but I don't know what's happening" situation.
I am having a hard time continuing reading... but I wanna read!