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"just now I pick up the blessed diary of Virginia Woolf which I bought with a battery of her novels. I feel my life linked to her, somehow. But her suicide, I felt I was reduplicating in black summer of 1953. Only I couldn't drown. I suppose I'll always be over-vulnerable, slightly paranoid. But I'm also so damn healthy & resilient. And apple-pie happy"

just now I pick up the blessed diary of Virginia Woolf which I bought with a battery of her novels. I feel my life linked to her, somehow. But her suicide, I felt I was reduplicating in black summer of 1953. Only I couldn't drown. I suppose I'll always be over-vulnerable, slightly paranoid. But I'm also so damn healthy & resilient. And apple-pie happy.

My classes are back, so my time for reading greatly diminished, took a break to get back to SP's journals and although the events are repetitive there's some comfort in the monotony, plus the eventual insights into her work. She just used the "bell jar metaphor" for the first time in a 1952 entry, 11 years before the publication of the book.