Status Updates From Le Docteur Jivago

and then the start of Part 12 hits you with "Some living intimacy was established between the birds and the tree. As if the rowan saw it all, resisted for a long time, then surrendered, taking pity on the little birds, yielded, unbuttoned herself, and gave them the breast, like a nurse to a baby. 'Well, what can I do with you? Go on, eat, eat me. Feed yourselves.' And she smiled."

had to take a break at the end of part 11. "I forget. I forget. Something like that. It's all possible. I forget." back on my bullshit now though