Status Updates From In memoriam

"I have to keep telling myself not to touch you" x "I recall every time you've brought yourself to touch me"
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Yeah they're fucking me up

when you gay panic so hard you enlist in the war

YAY IM SO HAPPY YES

I’m distraught and I’m only like half way through, Ellie I love you dearly for putting me on but also I might never forgive you for it too

I feel like this book is about to rip my heart into shreds…

I hate how much Ellwood has changed because of the war. I already miss Devi and I had to stop because I’m crying over Gaunt and Ellwood finally being in the same room again. This better end in the best way possible :’’(

I'm so at my limit, i have to pause/take a walk every few pages to breathe 😁👍