Status Updates From Big Kiss, Bye-Bye

when is this going to end

i can’t tell if it’s just because i’ve been v fatigued for the past few days, but reading this feels like that weird fuzzy state upon waking where you’re still half-asleep and your body feels like static and your mind feels so heavy and you can see all of your dreams clearly and all of your life through a misty glass. and then you go back to sleep to wake up and feel it all over again. tenuous/skeletal/etc