Status Updates From Créeme (Destrózame, #6.5)

i dont want to keep reading because i dont want it to be over but why is this genuinely a book of doom and despair

‘sometimes i fear i will forever be trapped in this cycle, incapable of happiness, inseparable from my demons’
he’s actually me i feel SO bad for him i cant

‘im almost too scared to say anything knowing that the sound of my voice would only prompt the demolition of her joy’
😭😭😭 tears in my latina eyes bro

‘ella is not only relieved then but happy to have evaded me’
MY BABY
i dont think she is 💔💔

‘she is relieved she doesnt have to speak with me’
MY BABY ☹️☹️ why is this just the book of warners pain and suffering was the rest of the series not enough!?

WHY IS SHE BEING SO MEAN
i get it hes a dick but oh my god come on 💔💔
the hits just keep coming
on his wedding day too ☹️☹️

‘i would happily watch the world go up in flames if anything happened to her and if thats not enough for you you can go to hell’

my baby and he thinks that she thinks hes weak ☹️☹️

just this whole page
my baby i feel so bad for him

‘it doesnt matter what i do i am distracted’
my baby ☹️☹️ it was supposed to be his wedding whyd they do him like that

‘i waited as long as i could to have this meal with ella’ 😢😢

dieses Buch hilft mir, Aaron immer weniger zu mögen, was ich eh schon halbwegs tue🫣
Kenji tur mir so leid, er verdient das alles absolut gar nicht

‘you mean to tell me that you like the idea of taking a bath?’
‘how strange. So do I’

‘ella is still lying. it hits me like a blow’

‘disappearing into the distance without a backward glance. without me’
☹️☹️☹️🥹😢 my baby

‘ella thinks i am broken’
☹️☹️