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Love, death and loss; life's undeniable fate that offers no bias in its wake where all soon meet their inevitable end. Then after it all comes grief, never mind how long/early/frequent, it shall come and soon, maybe later, pass. Life goes on, yet those that remain shall have lives forever changed as some days are just hard, even okay, they can feel unbearable.

Though never enough, remember loved ones as they were.

Life, full of twist and turns but somewhere down the line, if you are lucky enough, you find somebody to not just endure life with, but to love life with. Sometimes life is a joke, the very most precious insurmountably irreplaceable unbelievable miracle of your life is swept away and you are left crushed in its dust.

Readers may be filled with healing and crushing healing, both on the road of continued living.

The irony of the plot twist at this time and the other markings made in the physical book to note such baffling yet heartbreaking and somewhat to be expected occurrences make this an even harder read than it was in the beginning.

This book journey has been for more than a year now. What started as an attempt to come face to face with grief of a decade ago and cope with the impending reality of coming to terms with long suppressed emotions and the fate of living on, has since faded. It had become a current resignation with grief and the choice not given facing anticipated death and acceptance of mortality. Another loss meets this journey...

”(…) Det finns sorg som inte kan lindras. Det finns sorg man inte kan göra nåt åt.”
”Vad fan ska jag göra då?”
”Sörj.”
”Hur länge då?”
”För alltid.”
”Men varför går inte alla omkring och är olyckliga hela tiden i så fall?”
”För att glass fortfarande är gott. (…)”

Omg

”(…) Ingen vet vad de ska säga till nån som sörjer. Vi är urdåliga på det i vårt samhälle. Vi vill bara att folk ska komma över det så fort som möjligt. Rycka upp sig och gå vidare. Det är vad vi tycker när vi inte själva har sorg. (…)”