Status Updates From A Sense of the Infinite

I'm tired of reading this

A strong start until you realize it feels like we're collecting events with no development otherwise smh I just hope we're building towards something

A book that's been marked to read since I was a preteen and it's just as good as I wanted it to be. One of the best things

“It was no small thing to turn to another human and say, I want to know you, with the implied opposite, I want you to know me.”

“I suck,” I said. “It’s like I’m not even human. You’ve been trying so hard to be friends with me, and I haven’t been a friend to you.”

“It was easier to smuggle into the familiar ritual of flattery and reconciliation; easier to be lo a blue Annabeth, pliant and understanding, than to let out a more disruptive version of myself.”

“I wondered what it would be like to be a person who felt strong and even every day who didn’t fall into these craters where everything was too bright.”

“..but I always got lost in daydreams about having cancer and dying and not having to be myself anymore.”

Page 5 and I can already tell I’m going to relate to Annabeth a little too much.