Status Updates From Beneath the Stain - Part Three

"They tried to make me go to rehab but I said, 'No, no, no.' "
Oh Mackey who knew you were so fond of Amy Winehouse. Not a good role at all...just sayin'.

Ok. I'm just going to go curl up and have a little cry now. Just a little one mind you...'cause well...just because.

Tears before I've even had my morning coffee?! Must be an Amy Lane sorta day.

Wow. So that was intense.

What a selfish douchenozzle.

I love Trav; when Grant comes back into the picture, it'd gonna break my fucking heart.

-and he went limp with it, let the pain wash over him, let it burn under his skin, immolating his resistance in grief.


Don't listen to Axl, Mackey. Let it all out.

"Speak for yourself. I plan to get my blood replaced like Keith Richards until I'm too old to go on stage."

Oh, Mackey :(

"Her name is Katy, after McKay. Don’t hate me..." I hate you!!!!

*sigh* brilliant... Part Four now please!

“It’s beautiful,” he said, his voice thick. God. This kid. This man. Trav could hardly speak. “The things in your heart, Mackey. They’re beautiful.” He was undone. All Mackey’s words about being friends, and this was about the most poetic thing Trav had ever seen. It wasn’t platonic. It was the song of lovers who hadn’t touched.”

The letters..... *sigh*

“’Cause when they’re pissed at me, at least they know I’m there,” Mackey said. “You spend enough time with a town that wants you to disappear, you realize that you can’t do that when someone wants to slug you.”

“And then crumpled on a muffled shriek, because he’d hit a stud in a load-bearing wall and broken three bones in his wrist and hand.”

Absolutely loving this so far!!

“Attraction, unwanted and uncomfortable, wormed its way into Trav’s consciousness and settled in his gut. It left a host of uncomfortable realizations behind it.”

Oh FREAKING nooooo...!

OMG...Mackey's letters, just heartbreak.

This is quintessential Amy Lane stuff right here. Melodramatic as hell, but boy am I enjoying it for the soap opera that it is.