Status Updates From Si loin de toi

“it’s wonderful, not to know anything without dreading the feeling”

“‘you were the type of girl who didn’t let anything stand in the way of loving someone… it’s a good thing… being able to love someone that much. It makes you brave.’”

“‘She keeps acting like things are going to go back to normal.’
‘Well, that’s stupid… Things are different. But it doesn’t mean they have to be awful’”

“I’d loved her. The real her. The half version she’d shown to the world and the scared parts that ran from me as much as they reached for me. Every part, every dimension, every version of her, I knew and loved”

“she’d existed half in this world and half in her own”

“[he] wouldn’t know what to do if loving me wasn’t wrapped up with some form of guilt”

“Mina hides behind her secrets and I wither away my soul with pills, and we are Just Fine, Thank You. Reckless girls dancing down dirt roads, waiting to be saved from ourselves.”

“I understand.
I just can’t forgive…yet”