Status Updates From Villette

How does one already have so many thoughts only a fraction of the way into a 500 page novel? There is a fever dream-esque quality to the atmosphere; 40 pages spent building up the characters of Pauline and Graham, only to be disposed of almost immediately. I wonder if any symbolism will make itself known in time. Lucy Snowe: what is she truly hiding from the reader!! An unreliable narrator I believe her to be!