Status Updates From Rain of Shadows and Endings...

Starting at about halfway through the MMC's attitude and thinking about and towards the FMC is infuriating! Its feels like they are going round and round. I'll finish it, but 😒....

Still having the same conversation over and over. At this point I'll finish it cause I am too far and I have reading goals. The whole premises is an ick for me. If the author was trying to create irritation she nailed it lol

Potential spoilers* “She will be the strongest Fae in whatever element she emerges with.” What if…what IF Tessa is a Legacy that they hid in plain sight???

“Every move they made put them at risk of being caught. Of the wrong thing getting back to his father.”

this is why he’s pushing her so fucking hard to accept the bond it’s because they plotting and scheming against their dick of a father

“His father may be the biggest godsdamn dick known to Devram, but he was smart and cunning and willing to wait for opportunity.
The thing was, he’d instilled those same qualities into his children.”

i live theon

“So we’re going to do this then? We’re really going to let our monsters out of their cages? Show her what the rest of the realm sees?”
“Sometimes we need to become a monster to kill one, Axel,”

the plot is plotting and i don’t even know what it is yet

“I will kill those motherfuckers for touching what is mine,” he murmured, his lips feathering across hers as he spoke.
She sucked in a breath. “I’m not yours.”
“Lie to yourself, but not to me,”

im thriving rn

“What does the bond feel like to you?”She paused. “What?”“I’m trying to understand. Because if it feels anything to you like it does to me, I cannot for the life of me figure out how you are resisting the thing.”

i screamed

She still didn’t look at him when she said, “Can you stay? I don’t want to be alone right now.”

FINALLY

“She kept repeating the words over and over again.I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”

oh she’s got trauma