Status Updates From Dance of Defiance (Darkest ...

This is giving God of Fury vibes

‘“yes, which is why they refer to this as the *find out* phase.” i smile grimly. “you know, the part that comes after *fuck around*?”’ 😋😋😋

‘none of us were in great shape when we arrived at the hospital that night. i was shot, val was shot - though, mercifully, it was just a grazing glance across his sternum - and stepan was shot, twice. just to keep things interesting, we were also blown halfway across the street by the force of the bomb’ yanno, just another tuesday for them ig 😂😭

stepan’s a real one

hell yeah, we killing child preds up in this bitch! (as they all deserve❤️)

oh god i forgot about the attempted threesome… so cringe i completely blocked it out 💀

‘“you can do whatever you want to me tonight.” *how about put you on a plane to as far away from here as possible.*’ 😂😭💀💀💀

‘i don’t know when i started loving that nickname, but i do. i love being his wreckage, like he’s the wrecking ball, and i’m the smashed destruction in his wake. i don’t know if i’ve ever told him that.’ 😭

‘he shakes his head. “it just clicked with me, all of it. i was born to lead this empire, val” “he says, stroking his evil villain moustache, sitting on his dark throne,” i mutter.’ please 😭😂

‘that wasn’t a favour, it was humiliation. my identity and my sexuality are *mine* to share how and if i choose to do so at all’ EXACTLY

i don’t think roman overreacted, in fact, i think he underreacted, if anything.

the way val had an entire fucking conversation with vaughn, telling him not to weaponise romans sexuality, and then he just turns around and outs him for ‘his own good’ enrages me. val’s lucky roman didn’t straight up kill him over this tbh

idc i’d NEVERRRR forgive val for this if i was roman. literally never

‘i’m leaving because if i don’t now, i’m not sure i’ll ever be able to. and that’s not what this is, or can be’ ROMAN 😭😭😭😭

vaughn, i like you, but cut the fuck out your intimidation of evie. that’s my girl 🤨

ah yes, the horrifying realisation that you feel the first time you inadvertently stand up to your shitty father.

‘shit, if i was him, i wouldn’t be texting me back either. or answering the late-night, drunken calls. or responding to the fucking *cringe-worthy* blurry photo i sent him later the same night of the text barrage — me, shirtless, in a hot tub out back, making… *some* kind of face at the camera’ 😂😭😭😭

‘last thing i need is a closet case having a panic attack in the middle of the club’ 😂😭

‘nobody *chooses* to be in the minority of anything, to be banished to the fringe wastelands of “normal-town” where you used to live” true.

‘i love bane. i love all of my friends. like i love my sister. but they can’t help me. i can’t let them get too close to me, or i’ll make them sick too. because that’s what i am. contagion. corruption. a fucking black hole. and it’s time to disappear into it.’ yeah i remember those days myself

‘“don’t touch me.” i want it to sound like a plea, like something i *need* him to hear, and moreover need him to understand. but it comes out all wrong. it doesn’t sound like a plea. it sounds like a fuck you.’ 😭

‘non-consensual distanced hangouts’ the DELUSION 😂😭

‘i may have gotten way ahead of myself here.’ nah man, i’d think the same

‘someone i would typically vote for as Straightest Straight Dude of the year. President of the We Only Fuck Pussies Club, Allstar captain of Team Hetero.’ 😂😂😂😂

“hey, on the way out of the woods, see if you can manage to find your way out of the fucking closet while you’re at it.” 😂😂😂

‘i think i was nine when i gave up hoping my father would speak to me like i imagined at the time that fathers spoke to their children.’ i was 8 when i knew mine absolutely hated me lol