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I love this man with everything I have and don’t have.
I love him with my sane and insane parts.
He’s my Lotus Flower.
My Prince Charming.
The love of my life.
Mine.
- Niko

Didn't expect to be crying at this book but pages 405/406 ... 😭

„You had ’Niko’s Lotus Flower‘ tattooed on your chest?“
„My heart.“
„Fuck me. I fucking love you, baby.
Remember when you told me to tell you something in Russian?“
„You said I was cute.“
„No. I said, 'I can’t live without you‘ and we take that quite literally in Russia.“
„Aw, Nikolai.“
„Point is, I love loving fuck out of you, baby.“
„I love the loving fuck out of you, too.“

„You‘re the most beautiful thing on earth“ he whispers against my neck, peppering kisses there as he meets my gaze in the mirror. „I‘m lucky you allowed me in your life.“ KISS. „I’m lucky you love me.“ KISS. „I’m lucky you’re letting me fight your demons with you.“
- Niko

„Just don’t leave me, please.“
„Not Even if you beg for it. I love you, Lotus Flower, and that means I’ll be by your side during all your battles with your demons. I’ll kill them for you if you let me. I’ll listen to them if you want me to. But I’ll never leave you, so you’re stuck with me.“
„I‘ve never loved myself the way I love you, baby.“

„How COULD you? How could you try to leave me? Don’t you know I can’t live without you anymore? I‘m a shell without you, Bran. This thing only beats for you and BECAUSE of you.

So seeing you bleeding out on the floor was no different from watching myself die. No, it was worse. I‘ve never felt so scared for my life, but you…you’re my everything. How could you do that to me? To us?“
- Niko

I stood there watching him jan that piece of glass in his neck and felt the world tilt on its axis beneath my feet.
- Niko