Status Updates From Payback

Il volto di Spence mi riempiva la mente. E dietro al suo volto, attraverso il fantasma del ricordo dell’unico uomo che avessi mai amato, c’erano gli occhi brillanti di Chris. Fissi su di me.

Oh my God, all the pain. Damn, this is so well written, but my heart. Oh, my poor heart!

“I told you last night on the phone, I can wait, Tyler. And I can. Just don’t ever think you’ll never find anyone again to share your life. Don’t ever think that. If you’ll let me, I’ll prove it to you. I will. When you need me, I’ll be there for you. I promise. When you’re ready to continue your life and stop feeling alone, I’ll help you find your path. You can trust me. Okay?”

My tormentor pulled his foreskin back, exposing a bulbous cockhead speckled with filth. I was assailed by the stench of unwashed flesh. For the first time in my life, I fully understood how the term cheesedick made its way into the lexicon. This fool’s unwashed cock, fully erect now, looked like it had been dipped in parmesan cheese.

But with an ache of loss almost as intense as grief, I realized the scent of him was gone.

--Alcohol or huddled ball of misery?

Is it merciful to live? I'm pretty sure God is a sadistic son of a bitch sometimes.

Really? That's your crime solving solution? *groan*

There's a good chance I'm going to be peeved at this book. Dang it. I was so looking forward to it.

Uugg...we're getting off to a bad start here. What is up with authors and 5 metaphors per page lately? Stop the metaphor abuse!

Wow! Tough.

I wish I could stay awake for another hour to finish this book!!!!!

OMG, I'm on the bus on the way to work, my make up is running, I'm crying ...please passengers don't mind me I'm reading John Inman, this story so far is freaking sad, Revenge is on the cards for sure!!!

Hmm, not sure how I feel about Tyler right now ...

Halfway there, a drop of blood slid from my fingertip and spattered the grass at my feet. The moment I saw it fall, I knew what I had to do.

It's a good thing this is called "Payback" because I need some fucking revenge.