Status Updates From Dutch (Venom Riders MC #1)

This one is OK. It has all the right components - gross on page cheating, stupid MMC, devastated but strong FMC who picks herself up and starts over. He does a 180 and now becomes a celibate respectable MC prez. I just don't feel it.... Where's the gut punch? The despair and the suffering by the idiot hero? Is it me? I'm desensitized by all the smut? I dunno...