Status Updates From Lily In The Valley (The Dou...

Ugh.. I’m actually soooo upset with Khalil agreeing to be with Tasha…. Like that really blew me. I just don’t understand why he felt like he needed to step into something else after the mess him and Kelly had already made like KHALIL JUST LAY DOWNNNNN. Even though Kelly was about to be grown and do that lil thing but she DID’NT. I still just can’t sit with a whole relationship and intercourse Khalil :/

I won’t say that I hate Kelly no… I hate grief. It has the ugly way of changing you (“lord I know I’ve been changed”) and it pokes its head out to argue with the people you love the most… hate the people you love the most. I feel for her but I feel for Khalil as well, to watch someone fight something that they need no… deserves is hard… before he momma died Khalil tried to stop all of this pain

Idk how this finna go… I’m just like kelly. I don’t even know what I’m fighting just going through life and men telling them I don’t feel what they feel.