Status Updates From Coming into an Inheritance

“I don’t want much besides this deepening anonymity
and a trail that gets closer to the center of my life.”

“An hour passing reminds me of how the hours
were full of fondness for how the feed barrel’s
corn could heal itself after my hands dug deep.”

“So often, anything returned to is an absence weighed
against a self the self no longer is or cares to be.”

“I’ve determined a little wandering might be necessary
to get to a place beyond the place I think I’m going.”